Apostle John

Hello N. L. D., I am pleased to be with you. Yes I am John, the apostle in spirit.

You are not in as good condition as you have sometimes been but certainly good enough to channel some good flow through you now. Beatrice is here too as are other Celestial guides to help support the information that I would like you to connect to.

If I may I would like to start with AJesus. I love him, who he is, and what he is doing and there is so much love and support for him here. I am aware since coming to you this morning that you feel very uncertain of everything from waking and I can offer you comfort and assure you that these moments are very good and natural and you did not have an easy time in the sleep state dealing with souls who were very resistant and so a lot of these feelings you are feeling right now are connected to that experience.

As far as AJesus is concerned I have been with him recently. I do keep going and checking on how he is, and although he feels as if everything is quite challenging at the moment I can see that progress is being made and will continue to be made by him and his journey into this new phase will happen and he will begin to adapt to his new circumstances. For his information I can tell him that at the moment, subject to free will, he will not be in this next phase for long! The possibilities will be coming in fairly quickly for him to make other choices soon. As for his progression into at-onement I cannot really add much more than has already been said about the way to process emotions. Yes it is essential to connect fully to the emotion, but yes, it can be done in an easier way, a more allowing way, a way that lets you move through them thoroughly and efficiently without too much damage to the physical body.

We all feel the frustration coming from quite a few of you, especially those who have a strong desire to be closer to God, and those who want the effects from at-onement! Firstly it will happen only when everything is fully in synchronicity. That is to say every emotion from the past experiences of your reality have been fully connected to and cleared and then your state, your emotional state, is capable of holding yourself in a complete way for a good deal of the time. At that point allowing the emotional flow to continue to flow at all times through you is essential for the continuation of comfort in at-onement.

I would now like to address the concerns of some of the 14, with regard to their progress, why it is so hard for them, and why they even chose to do this, as again I have been paying close attention to some of the feelings and discussions that have been going on. We, all 7 of us (complete souls), when at the top of the heavens, came together because of our love of God and the love of the experience of being in physical on earth and chose to return to help the condition of man.

The condition of man as you know through the Padgett messages has become so very flawed in untruth, sin, and error, that the effects on earth are quite grim and the knock on effects here in the 1^st sphere have also been felt for a very long time! God intended us all to be far more in harmony with Himself than we have ever so far been within the history available to you. Because we were in the unique position that we were in and because we were close to the soul that is known as Jesus, because this soul has a powerful desire for truth and love and because this soul has done more for the spirit world than any other, he felt, with his friends that he had progressed with, that it would be a very unique and helpful experience for all concerned on every level; and the main understanding at the time was to correct the imbalance within “all that is” that had primarily been created on earth, which remains a part, an interesting part of the entire process of experiencing oneself.

The intention was to return and again teach the real teaching of the universe, and of God. To allow man to understand the truth so that the imbalances could be corrected and instead of continuing to spiral into more error and pain, to actualise a positive alteration in perceptions and experiences. To bring about what has been described as the New World that would bring much into harmony on many levels through the actions of love on your physical planet. You all… 7 souls… were happy to choose this selfless act because of your love of God and your love of truth and love, and because of your understanding of what was and was not happening.

The difficulty once chosen was that the actual experience was far more painful than each of us has realised in as much as we had progressed so far and were in so much joy and love and bliss that the contrast was too much to bear in many ways, and although we never forgot our first experience of life, I can liken it to a woman giving birth. The perception of pain changes after some time and from her saying at the time “never again” very soon she is often happy to go though such extreme pain again, because it has faded. (that pain by the way is quite unnecessary).

So for myself and my friends not only had the memory of the pain associated with being in physical faded, but feeling everything related to fear, error etc became an experience, a difficult one. In addition the choosing was that we would not remember who we were until we chose to, through our free will and desire to be at one with God again. We generally thought that it would be easier in many ways than it actually was, and you know my story! I add again that I have no regrets at this stage. But I also can still connect to and remember the struggle that those of you I knew personally in physical have had, and continue to have. I know there is much questioning as to why, and what is the point of it all? Well the only point is because of your love of God, which has while in your physical experience become clouded, as it has become to most souls who chose to experience its own unique journey back to God.

The 1^st spheres are so expanded, there is so much pain there and misunderstanding, and of course if things altered on earth then the 1^st sphere would alter quickly. Instead of stagnation, the progression of each soul would be remarkable and very soon the entire process would change into a far more joyous experience for many. The intention was always to feel Gods love in physical at the beginning of the entire process, through this desire and understanding. The errors have been in effect for so long now in your time that they no longer seem like errors. They appear to be the truth and man is living and experiencing his physical life in a way that is so very out of harmony with everything, that, well you all know the repercussions that you are aware of each day.

So this is why you are here, this is your understanding on a soul level. You knew that this time is a significant one for soul development and Gods love, in totality and you chose to help because of your complete love for God and because although you knew your choices were not necessarily easy ones there really was no difficulty at the time of choosing, because of your strong love and desire for God, and the progression of man and the spirit world to become that which was always intended, always of course taking into account free will.

The amount of negativity that you are all bombarded with minute by minute is now so powerful even those who have a strong knowing of God and the process are having problems now, but I assure you it is not insurmountable and as there become more of you who can see the truth it will get easier through your sharing and coming together which was always the point of there being 14 of you; that is, so that you would not have to proceed on your own. The planet at this time has reached a critical point and this had also been seen and understood. The history that has been written in the last 100 years or so of your time has been so distressing to those who understand love harmony and truth. The bigger picture is that there is an overall desire to create balance and healing, and all those wonderful aspects of the soul that are in harmony with God. It can be done even with all the cynicism and error and selfishness that make up this planet you live on. Slowly things are changing and slowly some of you are reconnecting, and understanding. And slowly there is a way to proceed into what was always intended.

Much of my work now is to help souls in the spirit world progress and there is great deal that can be done from here, but there are also some things that can be done far more effectively from physical, such as AJesus talking to souls who are stagnant and who cannot grasp the access to help that we can offer. The truth is easier to trust and connect to when it comes through the physical reality.

Each time the communication with the groups he has been doing works, there is much joy and the value is great because those that are being encouraged to connect have not been able to understand or see or trust the help that is in front of them here!

I would now like to address every single soul in physical that is on the Divine Love Path,

And in fact Natalie, please create a separate message for this part please!

All of you that are in physical at this time who have connected to This Truth who have knowledge of The Divine Love Path and The Padgett Messages are encouraged by me and all others in the Celestial heavens to come together, to truly live in harmony with each other. To live in truth in as much as is possible for each of you and to put aside judgements and fears and to create that example for others to see. To show others how to live in harmony with love, to be loving beings, to care for all regardless of who they are… to not judge or partake in destructive behaviour to further damage your own souls or the combined soul of man.

There are many of you who do well and are making a great difference at this time, but there are others of you who are choosing to create further negativity and you are not living in truth of self let alone any other person. Each of you that finds this truth, however you come to them, has within a true desire to obtain that which is real and true for your own progression and for the love you have within you that you are and have been choosing to live. Why else would this have come to you? You are all a part of the first wave of understanding that will spread to others and we encourage you to have the faith and confidence and knowing that is within each of you to now begin to truly walk your talk.

I so desire to say this because I have been aware of a sap in faith and confidence and so this is why I choose to direct this message to ALL on the Divine Love path, because we love you all, and we know you can become who you truly are more easily if you will just but connect to these words. Be allowing of each other. Be loving of each other. Pray to God for Guidance and truth and it shall be yours. Do not block your own progression, unless you really want to (!), by making judgements when you are not in truth at that moment. Allow yourself the time and the love to continue in love and trust, staying open to the whole of your experience. Make sure that you really are in harmony, that you really are intending the Truth and that you are not creating more illusion and falsehood within self, without realisation of what you are really doing!

Stop a moment and ask yourself, am I really living as God intended? Am I in truth? Am I truly a loving being… setting and living an example of how I truly know we should all be living? It is time for many of you to step up to this mark of knowing and showing the way. It is time for you to affect the sort of changes within, which will create your joy and show by example to others what you know.

In love,

Apostle John.