Message From: Apostle John
Message To: All Souls on Earth
Message Medium: N. L. D.
Message Date: 9th April 2007
Message Subject: Change
Of course I am available and
desirous of communicating with anyone anywhere.
I am sorry we did not meet in physical. I had heard about you and although
things do have a way of happening in the most perfect way….I would have liked to
have met you in Aussie or UK, but my choices created otherwise.
I love AJ very much I want to call him Jesus to you because I know him to be
this person…entity… and I also understand that it will be good for you to have
this experience.
Yes I am John. I have had sufficient time in spirit now to have begun to create
much change and I have also a wonderful clear funnel of love to Jesus from here.
I can see that there is a great deal more that I can do here as I progress
again.
Bless you for wanting this transmission to be everything to everyone. I
understand your desire to share with Jesus. Do not concern your self here. We
have great connection. My connection to Jesus and God is Divine and that is all
there is.
My experiences and growth here will effect much change and I can see the
perfection already. Nothing was set in stone. I could have done this from any
reality. My reluctance to release the earth bound emotions within me proved a
greater challenge. This gift however is of such value for the ability I now have
to help others in spirit in the spheres and also those such as yourself who have
the ability and desire to connect while you are still earthbound.
All the missing pieces for me and my physical life are understood now and I can
understand so much more about the errors that I chose to hold onto this time.
Although Jesus supported me and guided me I was hell bent on finishing things…I
could not release situations and had such a reluctance to speak or feel Truth in
my own personal life. Although I now understand that I chose much of my
experience prior to this physical I can now see how stubborn I was and if I had
truly committed myself to Jesus and his teaching I would still be by his side in
your reality. However I am at peace and have now, with his guidance increased my
intention to progress and help as many in spirit as I can.
I will be doing a great deal...I have plans and the plans are being well
received. The teaching will come from me with Jesus and his guidance.
I can feel you re emotions well. You are in the process of accepting the truth
that this soul who you feel so much love for just might be Jesus. And I have
great love and joy in that! Jesus has had a great deal of difficulty and
challenges of course, and I always want to show and help people to understand
who he is. It was frustrating for me at times. We supported each other, I will
continue to do so from this level but I understand that he will still need
friends with him who are loving and non judgmental. You Natalie are I feel one
of those friends. I will do all I can to help and guide you. While I understand
that you do not want to take up all his time I encourage you to do so whenever
you feel it will benefit. He has the ability to do it all. He will be happy to
help you in any way he can, as he would anyone. I encourage you so that you will
be in a place of friendship with him and can be there for him. Jesus too needs
friends. The energy behind him and the reality of his task this time is huge. I
long for the time his soul mate comes and they can work together for the greater
good of mankind.
I know you are still feeling “why me”? Why not you…have you not always felt that
mission energy within you? Have you not known of something of significance? Have
you not known that those around you were not seeing and understanding as you
have been? It is all a part of the whole.
I am able to create more of a difference from here now. Having grown and learned
so much. There is so much more in understand and can now connect to such
celestial wisdom. Oh how I wasted much of my time on earth but there is no
sorrow. Just an understanding and love of the errors.
Your mission will be whatever you chose at this point Natalie. I will not, nor
will Jesus ever TELL you anything…we may guide you and encourage you but there
really is no clear path in totality for you, but you will be an extremely
effective teacher and healer in the future and I am happy to work with you in
the future.. When you are comfortable with this flow and you know me better and
can easily converse I am happy to help and guide you with whatever you are doing
and when you are speaking with many people you always have the option to allow
the wisdom contained within this soul to flow through you. It is as you know
always your free will and choice to do or not do anything. I would be happy and
honored to have that connection with you whenever you feel you are ready.
As you channeled Abraham so you can channel the wisdom contained within this
soul. Now I am progressing well I will be able to transmit much and over time as
you progress it will of course improve.
It if for you to consider, although I know you will give it a go!
Your guide Beatrice has come to me, and we have shared our love and I am being
encouraged by her too. There is so much here and there is too much to include in
this 1st communication with you. I just want to say she is swell…she
has such love for you and now that she has progressed so far can really make a
difference to you progress. You have many in spirit around you now and this will
increase the more that you progress the more spirit will want to be close to
understand and learn from you especially as you are a medium and have awareness
in ways other do not have as yet. Yes I can hear your thoughts and yes you are
quite safe in that respect.
I feel you tiring now…we can talk again whenever you feel the desire. I love you
Natalie. I can understand this may be difficult for you to believe but I do...
for who you are. And will be. You will come to feel this love over time. I do
not want to overwhelm you with that love………….!
Beatrice is now here I will hand you over to her. She has a little to say!
Apostle John.